Spring Water
Jaime Balboa
After Ron DeSantis
They like to think they don’t need us
Those holy few
But who will make them feel righteous
If not us?
Who will make them feel pure
If they don’t have us to rage against?
I don’t know what they know
But I tell you what,
I’ve seen a fragile and feeble
Fawn take its very first steps on wobbly,
Tender legs
And I know, too, that fawn will drink
Dirty water if that’s all you offer it
If all it has to drink is something
Horrible and vile it will choose to
Drink rather than die of thirst
I know because I drank that water myself
Seeing no alternative
Offered to me by people who really loved me
But I’ve since learned
That is not love
What they’re doing is not love
And maybe they really thought it was
Think it is
That’s the scary part
The almost saddest part
But when you ingest toxins
Your life expectancy decreases
Sometimes a lot sometimes a little
But always in the wrong direction
With those toxins
In the blood
I have no pretense at holiness
I think that word is more a fiction
Than anything else
But I would not serve poison to a fawn
And pretend to be its savior
I would not pour for it invective
And force it then to drink
They like to think they don’t need us
That yammering, smelly crowd of hollow
Bullying bullshitters passing
This or that law
Always to protect the children
From the phantoms they invent
I’d laugh at their idiocy
If their ignorance wasn’t so damaging
Of you and me and us and even them
So fucking, deeply damaging
I used to drink the water they offer
And I tell you what, it’s poison
It takes courage to set it down and walk away
But we can help each other do just that
I promise you
When you do,
You’ll notice spring water
Flows all around us.
Jaime Balboa's (he/him/his) writing has appeared in The Timberline Review, Lunch Ticket, Streetlight Magazine, Chaleur Magazine, Hobart, Fictive Dream, Foglifter, and elsewhere. An open water swimmer, much of his inspiration comes to him in the waters of the Pacific. He and his husband live in Los Angeles where they are raising a son. Follow him on Twitter @jaimerb.